DAY 14

(this is our puppy bailey. Well he is about 4 and a half now, but he'll always be a puppy to us. I love him with every little piece of my heart. Although he is a loud little beagle, i don't know what i'd do without him. He is my best buddy. Always there for me when i need a shoulder. Always there to keep me company. He's just always there for me ♥ )

Rest Week 2:

So the questions is, did i actually rest today. Well the answer is no lol. Last rest day i believe we layed down about 2800 sq ft. of sod. This week, I did 45 minutes of elliptical, 120 standard push-ups & half of the ab-ripper program. I am craving my goal soo much, i do a little extra when i can. I also am starting to notice my body getting leaner. I feel good.

Now not everyday do I feel great though. I don't know if it is chemical imbalance, stress or just a grey day. I feel off, and my insecurities shoot through the roof. Let's face it, im short. Just under 5'6. and I hate it...hate it so much somedays that i get depressed...."but randy, at least your healthy, and have all your limbs...etc.".....i know this. I know im healthy, i know i have a beautiful family, i know i am blessed......but sometimes it's just overpowering.............................so what do i do?.....i workout, it makes me feel better..I honestly don't think i would be this fit and so into exercise if i was taller...but who knows......good night.

BREAKFAST > Protein Shake & Vitamins
LUNCH > Turkey Ham Sandwich
SUPPER > Turkey ham Sandwich